I haven't written much, but trust me, its probably for your own good. I have been a miserable crab! I think most of it is that I haven't seen Joe Joe Bear in almost 3 weeks. I was supposed to go to NJ last weekend, but because of the blizzard, I was trapped at home. The second reason would probably be the weather. I have been trapped in my house day in and day out. With my family. Who drives me insane. I love them, I really do. But I love them a lot more when I don't have to see them every day. Living withmy parents and disgusting brother (he is absolutely sick! He leaves back hair in my bath tub, doesn't flush the toilet, leaves his dirty stained underpants on the bathroom floor) is really taking its toll on me. And I guess my approaching birthday is kinda getting me down. 26 sounds so old to me. I act like I am still in high school. I still shop in Juniors departments. My favorite stores are Wet Seal, Bebe and Forever 21. How the heck can I be 26?!?! Thats old! So, rather than just bitch bitch bitch about how miserable I have been, I haven't really been writing. Hopefully soon the sun will come out, melt all the snow, and it will be spring. I only have to last until May without my baby. He graduates on May 20, and after that we move in together and I see him every single night and day. And it will be warm, and I can wear my cute summer clothes and I will not have to trudge through 4 feet of slushy snow going into work. If I just keep thinking like that I will get through it. So, if I don't write for a few days, its probably because I am miserable and sad and grumpy.

O, on a different note, I had a free taste of a starbucks yummy chocolate drink. It is the best thing ever. It taste like drinking a super rich chocolate mousse. MMM. Its called chialta or something weird with a c. Try it! its reaaal good.