I feel like such a bad fiance. I talked to my JoeJoeBear and he sounded so sad. And its his birthday. He had class until 9:30 and then went home to a lonely house. this long distance thing sucks. i hate not being there for him, especially on his birthday. and valentines day is 2 weeks away, and we are not going to be together on that day either. it sucks. I feel like a rotten fiance for coming back to ma and not staying the extra year in nj. like its all my fault that we are apart and he is so sad and i am so sad. it just really sucks!!