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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

i keep picking up my cell phone to call someone. sometimes i cant even press send. other times, it rings once, twice, someone picks up and i hang up. i can't bring myself to talk. i've been friends with this person virtually forever, but things got kinda complicated, and we drifted apart. and i miss him terribly, but that doesn't help me talk to him. we were really really close for so long, and now i can't even speak to him. he didn't return my calls for a while, but i don't know if thats because he didn't want to talk to me or if he never got my messages. but he lives with his parents and asking for him makes me feel like an idiot. part of me knows he likes me (he always has) and dont want to lead him on. so its really hard to talk to him. the other half of me misses him so much and just wants to hear his voice, because it comforts me and makes me feel safe. i miss my best he friend.
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