I feel like lately i have lost sight of who I am. Does that sound weird? I lived at home for a year, and in that year reverted back to the Kelly who has to please everyone and make everything ok. Finally I have regained my independence, and I feel lost. There is so much going on in my head that I cant even begin to dream of blogging about. things way to complex for me to put into words or expressions. and way too personal to express them to my random reader base, most of who doesnt really know me.
i miss who i used to be. i used to be fun, independent, i didnt care about what anyone thought. I miss my old self with the anything goes attitude.
also i think i have lost sight of the things most important to me. i have lost track of so many of my friends. i have lost track of things i was so passionate about, like theater and performing. I am lonely. i feel so disconnected, so alone, so lost.