i was listening to the radio this am, and they were talking about how its gonna be easy for idol auditions. apparently there are mini auditions in each of the 50 states. the first 500 GOOD people that audition go on to the big auditions, one of which is in boston. heres the problem. I AM NOT GOOD. I AM NOT BY ANY STRETCH OF THE IMAGINATION EVEN DECENT. MY GOAL IS GHASTLY. soooo, if only GOOD people get to go onto the big auditions, and getto meet simon, HOW IS HE GOING TO MEET ME AND FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AND RUN AWAY WITH ME AS HIS PRINCESS?!!?!?! AND HOW AM I GOING TO ACHEIVE WILLIAM HUNG STATUS???? most of you that know me through blogging have met a very rserved kelly, because when i meet new people, i am quiet, kinda shy. welllll, when i get comfortable, i am a complete 180. and i am a performed, albeit an untalented one. actually, my performance skills are great, i just can't sing. so idol was my dream. to be the next william hung. to be on tv, in front of millions of viewers and have my talent (or lack thereof) discovered and marketed to the millions and millions and millions of viewers. alas. i guess i am gonna have to work on my big brother audition tape. I will be a reality tv star. just u watch!!!