so i went to the tanning salon last night. yes i know its bad for me. yes i know it causes cancer. but i just cant stand looking in the mirror at my pasty glowing white skin. i am so sad its fall, and summer is over, and awful winter is on its way. the only thing that makes me feel better is lying in the nice warming tanning bed, with my eyes closed, dreaming in my head that i am lying on a beach somewhere, where its warm all year round, with the ocean lapping up at my feet, the smell of salt in the air. ahhhh. i just totally got myself happy and relaxed with that image.
anyhow, i forgot my little goggles last night in the tanning bed. so my eyelids are quite sunburnt. it kinda stings!!!! on the upside, i dont have that usual racoon look i get from wearing the lil goggles. :)
so i may go tonite and tomorrow again, because i did get a 6 pack (for 29 dollars!! what a deal!!) i just want it to feel like summer again. so i can be tanned, driving around with my convertible top down and the heat blasting on me!!!