wow. 30 sounds so so old. its kinda crazy. i didnt really ever think i would get here. i remember being difficult when i was like 25 or so, making statements like "i dont ever want to be 30. i want to burn out hard and crazy right before. i mean, whats the point? lifes over then anyhow."
well now i am here. and its not as bad as i thought. i mean my first week has been great. things are going really well so far!!!!!so maybe 30 wasnt everything i was dreading it to be.
and i dont even feel all the shortcomings that i thought would be surrounding me!!! i am content with everything. and i am super excited for my bday party. its gonna be super duper rad.